Tiring Life!!

This few days damn busy with my study life..no time to rest..no time to sleep..no time to play..really very tired… I really really hope that anyone can stop the time for me..but it is impossible..just face it ba… This few days is the hardest life I faced in my life..i never feel so hopeless and wanna give up everything and everything…include my life…I feels that I really so useless and stupid.. I cannot handle my study even I try hard to understand it..but the book and notes don wan me to understand it..what can I do?? I never feel so stress until last few days, all test come together..i only realize that I am not as clever as I think myself is...cause of my last sem result, I put less effort on my study again..izit is the subject problem or my problem?? I admit I become lazy compare to last sem..cannot say I lazy..mayb cz of my condition, make me cannot concentrate on study and everything.. I really hate that..i hope I can quickly recover from that and concentrate on my study cause now only left few more weeks to final..really worry bout it.. I hope I can maintain my last sem result.. PRAY TO GOD!! God will help me and bless me..Thanks God!!

WooHoo…cause of some reason, I need to go back hometown for 1weeks. Well, not cause of any rubbish reason but is urgent and a must to go back. I don feel like wanna go back too because I will miss 1week class. Aduh, already not understand la, still miss class then ma die liao lo..but what to do..i should go back too..hope after come back from hometown will feel better and continue my uni life here..although I don like uni life at Kampar here..damn boring, damn hot,, no entertainment..SHIT!!! go back hometown beside resting and relaxing, I still need to study for week 11 test and presentation geh.. don jealous of me everyone..i hope I can study like normal like u all too..!! hmmm…feel happy can go back home for a week..hahaha…hope the time can pass slowly when I am in homwtown..can with my family and my dear dear… don misunderstand everyone..my dear dear is my petsà Cat..hahaha… Back home soon looo….YEAH!!!

P/s: Wish Alice recover soon…Smile & Happy Always…!!!

HE IS NOT SINGLE ANYMORE!!!

It been long time i never update my blog..and many things happen on me..nothing is about happiness i think..all a bout sadness,disappointed...always in the bad mood and emo-ing..i don't know what happen to me..but i know i am suffering..not feeling well....in my heart..

Since last month i know that i am wrong..i should not think about something that is impossible will happen..but i still do it,,i should not expect much of it.. The first step that i decide to meet you is already a wrong step and at the same time, i cannot get you out of my mind..until now I still cannot do it..I try and try and try...but the result still the same.. I know you have your own life and both of us are separate far away, having different life, doing different things..we are different and cannot be together.. I just know you and I don't know much about you..the feeling that you give me is you not bad..have yourself personality..attractive..

Now,I think is the time I need to forget you..because I had confirmed your status yesterday and I will accept the fact..face it with my strong heart.. I always face the same problem since last time..so I can do it!!
But one thing I can say is I will never regret to know you and I am proud to have a friend like you..


Wish you and your beloved live in the happiness and take care..!!

MisS yOu!!

MY FEELING

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you"re feeling blue ，
If you"re away from love and you"re alone
If you call your friends and nobody"s home
You can run away but you can"t hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there"s a destiny
The best things in life
They"re free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There"s a place in heaven where we"ll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I"ll never hide
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
love can do