Happy vs. SAD

This few days damn busy till no time to sleep, feel very weak now.

Some more, this few days happened a lot of things. Happy things is I have my best friend back, is I think too much that he will change and 重色轻友. Now I know he won’t and we still can like before, we are still best friend, never change. Hope will never change forever…

The saddest thing happened this few days is my aunty passed away. I really felt very sad to hear that, make me think a lot, no mood study, feel very down and tears fall from my eyes. I really hope I can go back to see my aunty but so sad I got exam and cannot go back. I only can stay here and pray for her. The first day I having exam is the day my aunty funeral, I really felt very very down before go for exam.. L

Try to call my cousin but really duno how to talk to them and comfort them, really feel sad for them. Now I only can pray for them and recover mood soon..i know I cant do anything for them only can support them..

About me, still same, busy with my exam, rushing out of time already, duno whether can finish do my revision, really worry about it, and hope I can have enough time to do more revision. Now really feel very tired and feel like wanna stop study, but I cant. I only can continue study and be strong until the exam finish then only I can rest and relax..hope I can do it..

So much stress come together, feel like cannot handle anymore,, only hope my cousin can feel better and hope I can concentrate study…L

Lose My Best Friend

Since few months ago, I realize that I had lose a very very good friend, I felt very upset, disappointed, unhappy, sad, and angry, I felt very very angry, why he become like that? Izit someone who has girl friend or boyfriend cannot have another best friend? Come on, open your mind!!! If u really believes your partner what r u worries for?? A person who already couple izit cannot have privacy or personal time? That means he only can get together with girl friend and cannot go out gather with other? But then why you can went out with a gang of guys?

I really felt very very sad about this, the only best friend I have already leave me and I really felt very very alone now.. When I got problem who I can tell to? Who can I ask for help? When I am sad who can listen to me? Sad sad,,really sad..

Mayb I am wrong, when someone is coupled, there is no more best friend or friend in there life…L